I leave my Way

I haven't  selected my way so far
yet I am compelled to travel
Alot alot and a lot more
I begged I dont want
I don't need this way
But i continue both
journey and begging 
A single hope left
Final destiny,,,
First time i took a decision
Myself and my own
will God punish me?
I don't mind
I do without fear but with confidence
No one should help me
I leave my way
I leave my way........for ever